Oh, what is it that I feel?
The faint desire lurking within?
Or the emptiness being filled
With gold stars and confusion
what is there? Is it anything at all?
Endless nights under water
attempting to find air
but am I drowning at all?
my soul is being chewed up
reduced to small, scattered pieces
yet my heart desperately pains
and her eyes make it impossible to tell
whether anything is here
and my soul laughs at me and says
as if there’s something there.